Two years has gone,
and still feels like yesterday.

Wound that never healed,
Blood that keeps flowing.

Living imperfectly,
Wondering what future may bring.

Coffee without sugar,
all my doubts won’t leave me.

Each of my days have nights,
Each yesterday have tomorrow.

and If tomorrow never comes,
I won’t know it.

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I hope you realise

3890445C-44DA-405F-832D-AF997F7F240C.jpegMaybe, just maybe, While you have been thinking about yourself and your own feelings, instead of negatively judging me Because you didn’t get what you want from me… I hope you realise I do not walk on this planet to please everybody. I hope you realise that we are all humans and there is no perfection in this World only GOD.

Unpleasant message

What would you do when someone sent you an unpleasant text or message ?
Well, It happened to me.
but I know it is part of human nature and I believe that some people are just careless. People may say everything they want because they feel very good about it. As much as possible, I don’t let myself get affected especially if that person is not that really important in my life. And yes, believe it or not I have ability reading people, their ulterior motives can’t scape from me. If they think they can fool me well they are very wrong. In the first place, I already know and expected it , I already know their ulterior motives , wether it is genuine or not. Just because someone is showing you how nice they are doesn’t mean You have to be nice to them. True colors will always show. That is why I never expect anything , good or bad from anyone.
Yes you can say anything to anyone. But words are just words and in the end of the day they will remain words. When someone is trying to bring you down with their hurtful words don’t ever stoop to their level. In some called situations we have the right to be angry. But we should always keep ourselves in check. People might hurt us but that isn’t enough reason to also sink to their level and hurt people back. Always follow your heart and don’t give them a chance to destroy your day because what you allow will always continue. Live your life , some people will always find something negative to say and that is alright. Life is really too short to be controlled by anybody. I just want to thank them really for I am the center of their life. I don’t worry about what other may think and say. I am free and I am happy.

There is a saying and it goes something like this :

Answer not a fool according to his folly, lest thou also be like unto him In other words Never argue with an IDIOT.

If I could

If ever I could find a friend who truly loved me. A friend who loved me just as much as I loved them. That would take to make me Happy and spend the rest of my day with them. But sometimes, good things don’t last, well, they seemed seldom in my life. I was looking for acceptance in all the wrong people and places. But I am not desperate, In fact I love being Isolated. I began to understand I was not like anyone else … I am different …. IMG_5477

I change

There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you or reminded of you . The time you made me cry, the time you made me feel so worthless, You took away my pride… and you’ve asked me how I am ? I said, I was okey though I was hurting … If we will ever see each other again , I would still be here but I don’t promise I’ll be the same person that you used to know ….