If I could

If ever I could find a friend who truly loved me. A friend who loved me just as much as I loved them. That would take to make me Happy and spend the rest of my day with them. But sometimes, good things don’t last, well, they seemed seldom in my life. I was looking for acceptance in all the wrong people and places. But I am not desperate, In fact I love being Isolated. I began to understand I was not like anyone else … I am different …. IMG_5477

Guismo

IMG_1297IMG_1271Meet our dog, his name is Guismo. He was born in the region of lorraine in France on November 11, 2011. It was not planned when we got Guismo. One day, me and my husband went to a dogs expositions. While walking around and enjoying our time watching and touching all breeds of puppies… There was a big park for golden retriever and one of them was Guismo , he was the unique one among all the puppies with his real golden brown color and he was just there, he stared to us for a long minutes and saying Hi to us waving his tail  … all the puppies turned their back except Guismo he still there and that’s the moment I felt I wanted to take him home …. So without any hesitations we had taken guismo at home …. He is our youngest baby. My kids were the happiest kids in the whole wide world when we got Guismo. Having Guismo in our lives and in our home is one of the best thing that ever happened in our lives. Guismo loves us purely more than anyone could ever do.

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IMG_7295I am very careful in everything I think, I do and say. Practice is a lifetime learning, I practiced and still practicing to talk less but I do observe enormously But of course I still know when to open my mouth….. especially to other’s people children. You know, It’s takes a village to discipline other’s children. Kids are growing and changing, their body and mind. I believe that childrens are children and I let them live freely. I am a person who doesn’t give opinions unless asked for. I think millions times before reacting into such thing or jumping in a conclusion and it doesn’t mean I am jumping away. We can control ourselves and may appear cool, nice, and pleasant in a normal situation, but when facing an uncalled situation, with a situation that caught us by surprise and how we reacted at the moment, I do believe personally, in my own opinion, that is our real self , our real character, who we really are inside. I am far from perfection but I don’t need to like everyone and I don’t need to be liked by everyone. And I hate to admit that I don’t like all people, So why would I love all childrens ? Let me tell you, One day, I am surprised about my son reaction when he faced such uncalled situation on how he reacted smoothly and how to defended his self with an Adult person. My son is a grown up person and I am proud of him , though he’s grown up I still believe that he still need my guidance. I understand my son, he really choose his friends. and I can’t do anything about it. Even some parents are begging to get some get-together. There were years I exposed my kids with different and mix people. And now they are wise enough to choose whatever atmosphere they want. I really do have to choose people, people who lift each other up , inspires each other , people that I know that are compassionates, kind and humble. People who make you feel loved. I am not a fixer or saviour. I would rather help than judging. I do believe that everything starts at home. There will always be an Up’s and down. As much as I can, I prioritize healthy relationship with my children. So when you think that something is going wrong, never expect any comments from me. It takes truth investigation before you get my help, comments and automatically Immature situation will be IGNORED. As a mother there are days that I know everything and there are days I know nothing. There is nothing wrong when you mind your own bussiness. Minding your own bussiness doesn’t mean you’re uncaring person.

Photo taken in Boracay, Philippines. No filter …